i have no idea what the hell is wrong with me. well, fine maybe i do, but still. its just that, i've noticed that whenever i meet new people or is in a new group, i just HAD to make an impression. its stupid and annoying. why do i have to be so...i dunno, histrionic?AaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaGGGGGGggggggghhhhhhhhhhh...I hate myself for it too.see, even this entry is just all about me. why doesit always have to be me? why can't i write about stuff other than me? you want a concrete example then? Fine, i'll give you one. see, i'm (huff) a member of the youth lectors and commentators and chuchuekek(?) here in our parish and everytime we have a meeting, i just HAVE to butt in. the other day, they were talking about a meeting to be set on the 22nd of april which, incidentally, was my brother's graduation and i just HAD to comment about how we couldn't come because it was his(my brother's) grad. Like they care. After i said it, i suddenly felt really stupid. I mean, the hell they care if we couldn't come. Who were we anyway. they could push through with it even without us. tghye didn't need us.see how much of an attention seeker i am?its stupid. that's my problem i guess. i act before i think. this is really going to get me into trouble if i'm not careful. one word: tactless.huff. if anyone of you (yeah right. like anyone reads this...) has a solution to my dilemma, just comment or whatever. send me an owl by next post if you can (haha! ^-^)...huff.